Back at it .........again!!

Well i am back.....again!  Things have been a bit odd around here as of late and i am trying to get my bearings.  It has been a whirlwind of self pity, anger, doubt and remorse with a few dashes of happy.  I feel like i have lost myself over the years, just kept stuffing me down until i didn't know who i was anymore.  I want to feel present in my life again.  For me, my wonderful husband and my amazing children, I want to be present!!!