strange days

I am finding life a bit strange these days, somewhat overwhelming actually (i am assuming it is sleep deprivation crossed with a whole wack of stress).  Every day i feel like i am always doing and doing and doing and getting nothing done!! All of the laundry doesn't get done, the fridge hasn't gotten cleaned out in lord knows how long (maybe the funk growing under the crisper will be my golden ticket to wealth, health and happiness), there are dust bunnies trying to escape from under the couch , Quynns bedroom is a disaster and don't even get me started on the toy room!!

I always assumed that i would be a supermom, you know the ones that look great, have great kids, a great house and never ever yell or get upset over spilled something or other.  Boy was i wrong, I feel like frumpy mom with kids who never get along, my house is a losing battle and i have been known to yell a bit and i do admit when i do get around to scrubbing my floor and someone comes along and spills something on it i feel like crying.  I feel like time is never on my side, that it is actually working against me .

Oh well i guess these are the lessons that we are supposed to learn in life , that the laundry will never be finished, the toy room will never be clean, the fridge won't be as clean and organized as you may like and the renovations will never be done, but as long as you love the ones you are with and you wake up on the right side of the dirt every morning, then you are doing exactly what you need to be doing and you're exactly where you need to be!!!